time i – xii

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Tracklist

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1time, your pressure – time, your stain. how can i go on now, why can’t i remain
15:36
2i existed there quite possibly all
9:46
3of what was left of me, waiting to fall
7:05
4to rot and waste away, my love
8:43
5like everything – like everyone does
6:50
6now i know that this is what
9:55
7i exist here to do – to die and just decay in the mud
5:50
8what is the point of all of this – why can’t we all end in bliss
5:04
9go back to when we first came in. back out the door – reverse all this sin
9:08
10i’ve lived, bled and yearned in this life
6:38
11for what, but death, dirt, dust then the sky
7:54
12what am i waiting for, why must i fight
9:40
13to live yet another meaningless night
6:24
14come on please tell me, tell me what
6:24
15have you got in store for me – please give me your touch
7:12
16i’ve longed for a path – one that reveals
6:36
17what i am to do here and one that feels
4:48
18like i have a purpose – something worth all this pain
6:48
19let me find it, not just all this stain
6:24
20time, you unfold like a thing of wonderous beauty
5:18
21i give my penance – chastise – its my duty
5:00
22to be the thing that crushes my soul
8:45
23in this life, time and time again, over and over it goes
9:02
24to myself, i cannot lose focus. that picture in the mirror, i will always notice
8:12
25how faded the lines – how blurred what’s exposed
9:04
26what once was defined, i now am my ghost
4:04
27i seek absolution, remain here for some purpose that i know not, but one thing’s for sure
7:12
28i existed at a time – a place that i felt
8:12
29real, alive and in mind – my own true self
6:16
30body and soul – it all meshed together. not tearing or faded, like the strongest of tethers
9:12
31what glorious sound – rejoice all around. i’m floating; glowing, because i’m not bound
11:30
32bound by this line of time that once was
5:02
33the dust and the ash, now but dirt and that mud
6:24
34i spilt blood as time melts away
6:58
35leaving me with nothing i’ve left to say
5:08
36eventually learned from situations it seems
7:36
37as true progress hung suspended in dreams
6:15
38until that time when it finally comes – surpassing the thing strived for, for so long
4:45
39it seems as though i had a lot to say
6:19
40just had too many obstacles in the way
6:54
41moved them all away from the door
6:27
42kicked them aside
5:00
43walked through
5:47
44now on the next floor
3:06
45allowing me to see it so clearly like that
5:32
46no more confusion – torment – in fact
5:46
47i’ve completely forgotten about all my scars
6:32
48from all those cuts, they seem so far-off
8:24
49time, you unfold like a thing of glorious beauty
7:56
50gave you back my penance – go say you once knew me
6:04
51fought you until i had noting left
6:34
52maybe to you, until i take my last dying breath
6:38
53those marks from the burns that we made together
4:48
54no longer will be with me forever and ever
6:24
55no longer taking them to my grave or the after
5:41
56no longer revealing my choices, paths and disasters
5:25
57no longer showing the bearing that led me here. now you know not where i’ll reappear
7:10
58time, you ran out
3:26
59taking every last ounce of doubt
6:16
60away from me. knowing what i know now – knowing what i may
8:04
61need to pursue the rest of my journey
9:12
62the stuff that i thought before, that i need now not bury
5:20
63what we had, we shared and i held so dear
6:00
64thew it all in, everything including that mirror
2:48
65i need them not, to tell me i’m real
8:52
66to tell me that i’m worthy – that i’m allowed to feel
6:20
67time, you tell me now, tell me why i can’t be that thing – you said i shan’t
5:24
68achieve that thing that i believe i exist to do to fly and say i flew
8:58
69before i hit the ground and this
8:07
70time is up, the end amiss
8:48
71[delete.reset] time is running out for you
5:36
72better get to all you thought you’d do
5:42
73in what’s been given, provided by it
6:05
74its all that’s left for us – all but this
6:00
75time is on no ones side. there is no time for which to confide
6:13
76time, you curse – just go live alone
8:59
77leave me be – leave this home
5:04
78i have felt you here for far too long
7:54
79you have taken, terrorized all that i have known
5:51
80i’ll fight you until i have noting left
5:40
81until i take my last dying breath
4:48
82you showed me light, drug me through the dark
8:20
83you revealed enough for me to part
4:47
84from anything that i thought was real and true
6:35
85leaving me with nothing
6:36
86but to pack up and leave this pace for another
5:48
87to go on – erase that past that i suffered
6:28
88through and endured, but barely got through
5:46
89leaving me with nothing left here to do
8:24
90lost, broken, reborn, anew
7:28
91finally, i will go on free of you
7:38
92this fresh skin i’ve got, to keep
5:30
93can take anything you throw at me
5:51
94your line, i reversed you – can’t touch me now
6:01
95you’ll never, ever touch me – as i shout this aloud
5:40
96i escape you
5:42
97finally
5:03
98leaving me to be what i must be
9:35